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[18 Aug 2005|01:59am] |
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Theres a giant flying bug in my room, im never going to be able to sleep. GIANT!
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[17 Aug 2005|08:59pm] |
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I remade my friends bar, because the other one was when I was not so good at making these. Here is it:)
( Friendies! )
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[17 Aug 2005|08:11pm] |
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Well, nothing all that interesting has happened since Friday. A couple people came over on Saturday, Marissa and Jilliane stayed the night and we watched the Oc till like, 2? Then Sunday I cleaned the house up and did nothing interesting. Monday night, me morgan sean and tony went out for dinner and we saw the Island. It was actually a pretty good movie, i usually hate sci fis, but this one was good. Yesterday and today I honestly did nothing. :( Tomorow I have quartet rehersal, friday im going to majors with marissa and caitlin, saturday i have a wedding to play and then tonys party and sunday me and missa are going to see Kalan Porter live! ! So yeah, theres no real point to this entry, I just needed something to do because i was soooo bored. Here, I'll make a lsit of all the books ive read this summer...
Harry Potter 5 and 6
I Like it Like That
The Devil Wears Prada
Can you Keep a Secret
And then he ate my boy entrancers
The perks of being a wallflower
Keeping you a secret
Doing it
What about me.
Yup, thats about it. Bye!
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[17 Aug 2005|07:40pm] |
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Because I am just that cool, I made a colourbar of me. I know, too cool for words.
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[13 Aug 2005|09:49am] |
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Last night was far too funny.
-Went to Majors and met some guys from Halifax
-Marissa smoked with them
-We took them to the beer store with us, and found out the guy buying for us was on parole for selling alcohol to minors
-Drank far too much in about 10 minutes
-Went to see Dukes of Hazzard
-None of us really watched the movie, but everytime Jessica Simspon came on, Geoff would poke Ryan
-Then, either Geoff or Ryan dropped a half empty beer bottle and it rolled all the way from the very back of the theatre to the front, except that it took little breaks when it hit peoples feet.
-Then the floor was really wet
-Then when I went to go to the bathroom, I slipped on the beer
-Then I went to the bathroom about 200 times
-Then the movie was over
-None of us had the slightest clue what had happened, except that there was a guy named Bo, and Daisy Duke, aka Double D
-Then we saw Jesse Lyon
-And we talked to her for a while, I think she thought we were craaaazzzyy
-Then we went to MacDonalds, they have crazy security there at night, and really fancy bathrooms, you have to be buzzed in.
-Then Marissa and I went back to my house, and ate brownies
-The end.
Doesn't that sound like fun, because it was, it was loads of fun, it was the first night in forever that nothing really sketchy or bad happened while intoxicated. Yay.
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[09 Aug 2005|11:38pm] |
Mmmm, Johnny Depp, Italy and Ottawa
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[08 Aug 2005|08:00pm] |
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So, I haven't done an actual post for awhile. Not alot of interesting stuff to say I guess. I got back from Stratford on Thursday. That was lots of fun. We saw Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, which was kinda intense, Into the Woods, which was like... orgasmic, and As You Like It, which was kinda strange, and slow at the beginning, but not bad. I haven't done a ton since I got back. Friday I went to Jilliane's cottage, that was fun. We had a rafting adventure, and Sean tried to swim us back to shore, but in the end, her dad had to tow us back. Whoops. I dont remember what I did Saturday, aparently nothing interesting. Sunday, Morgan came over and we watched Garden State (excellent movie) and Pauly Shore is Dead (straaaaange movie) and a bunch of Oc episodes. Oh, the OC. It is by far my favourite. I really want the second season, although, the first season was much better. I also missed the entire second half of the second season, so I need to watch them before the third season starts. Morgan left today at about 12 in a big rush, because Jilliane called here and was like... uhm, is Morgan there. Aparently, they had planned for Jilliane to go to Morgan's house at 12, and Morgan was at my house... problem. So Morgan shoved her sleeping bag into a garbage bag and headed for the bus. I didn't do much after she left, watched a whole lot of OC. And I also worked for ages on this stupid colour bar, well, actually, its not stupid, I reeeeeeaaaally like it. But it took forever because the text wasnt working properly and the pictures kept getting grainy. Oh well. Here it is. Get readu for an explosion of cute.
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[06 Aug 2005|11:11pm] |
Got bored tonight, so after Morgan told me a looooovely story about squirrels, I made a colour bar, mmmmm Adam Brody.
And now I've added a sex and the city one.
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[29 Jul 2005|04:14pm] |
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Well, haven't updated for awhile, I was away at my cottage from the 16-27, so that would be the reason. The trip wasn't too bad, I guess. It was alot of travelling. First flying to Winnipeg, then bussing to Kenora, then taking a float plane to cash lake, which is some lake in north western ontario. We got there at about 4 oclock on saturday. However, we got there to realise that the fridge didn't work, so all the food we bought had nowhere to go. By about friday, everything had gone bad and what not so we had to throw out a bunch of stuff and we were living on 3 year old macaroni and cheese (which by the way, does go bad because there is oil in the cheese) Anyways, my aunt flew out to kenora on friday to get some more food because none of us really wanted to eat kd for 5 days. Then on friday night, someone finally came and fixed the fridge. My aunt however, didn't get back till Monday, becasue the winds were to high and float planes cant take off or land in high winds. There was also not that much to do, with no electricity (the stove and fridge ran off propane... which was another problem because there was a leak in the propane..:P)There was also no plumbing... meaning... no toilets! Yay outhouses! Well, there actually was a "composting toilet" but... it hadn't been cleaned out since last winter and it needs to be emptied once a year, and to be quite honest, none of us really wanted to empty composted shit. Yeah.... so anyways, some stuff was good, like the lake we were on is absoloutely gorgeous, the water is super clean and clear and for a lake, it was really warm, like... 78 79. So we went swimming everyday. We also went cliff jumping which was alot of fun. You climb up this crazy like... steep rocky tiny little thing, which is wet and has hardly any grips and then your up like 8 metres on this sheer cliff. It was lots of fun, after I got up the nerve to do it. Anyways, all in all, the trip wasnt too bad, i did finish 4 books and 8 magazines (!), but i still feel like i kinda wasted alot of july. Oh well. Anyways, I'm off to a dinner party tonight, what fun! Lots of hugs and kisses.
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[16 Jul 2005|12:35am] |
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Just to recap the title... I HAVE HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[15 Jul 2005|11:02am] |
This will be my last update for a little while, and it's actually not that long, like, 2 weeks, but still, I'm not looking forward to having no internet, well, no electricity in general, actually. But you know what I am looking forward to, having my hands on a copy of Harry Potter in 13 hours:) Hehehehehe! I'm so excited, I'm definetly going to be finished the book in like, a day, since I'm travelling all of Saturday and it will be a perfect time to read. Well, I dont really have much to say, I just thought I would update to saaay goodbye. Except that I'm seeing the majority of people who actually read this tonight, so it doesn't really make a difference.
Wow, so in the past like, 2 days, I went completely colourbar nutty. I made like, 18 I think. I posted most of them, incase you felt like stealing any. I'm particulairly fond of my sushi one, mmmm sushi.
For the past like, week now, every morning I wake up I feel soooooo nausious, which is really strange, because I never feel sick in the morning, but since Monday, every morning I feel like I'm going to be sick, ands its really unpleasent, I hope that I'm not sick at my cottage, since we have no shower and the toilet is really really sketchy and weird.
I just finished packing my suitcase, and I'm really worried I'm forgetting something, but I cant think of what it would be. Its really bugging me.
Okay, well, I'm done for today.
Tons of love and infinite x's and o's!
Laura
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[13 Jul 2005|01:47pm] |
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Well, I have no life, so I've been busy making random colour bars and whatnot. They're not fantastic, but they're a start:P
*Second Cup*
*Summer*
*Eye Makeup*
*Candles*
*Martinis*
*Sunsets*
*Flip Flops*
*Harry Potter*
*Law and Order*
*Purses*
*Sushi*
*Dooney and Bourke*
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[09 Jul 2005|02:12pm] |
I will always love you, forever and ever, but I just can't take this anymore. This constant pain. This never ceasing feeling of being worthless. I've just become numb to this whole thing, but I can't take anymore of it. You tell me you understand how I feel, but how can you. How can you understand all the feelings running through me. You make me feel ugly, unloved, unwanted, useless, worthless, terrible, and so much more that I can't even begin to express. If you understood that, why would you keep doing it, stabbing me in the back. If you really truly understood how I felt, I don't think theres any way you could do this to me, unless you just didnt care. But thats not you, I know its not. But that's what it seems like. And I don't get it. You mean more to me then almost anything, and it seems like you just want to throw out everything we have for some meaningless nothing. I trusted you. I trusted you with my life, and I told you everything, the things I told no one else. And you go and tell anyone who will listen. And before I know it, something I trusted you with, everyone else knows. And I could understand one or two times. But you just keep doing, stabbing me over and over again. And I dont know why? I want so much to feel loved and needed and wanted, and everytime I try, you take it away from me. I hate to think that you don't care. But how could you care? If you cared, theres no way you could put me through what you do. I would never, ever want to hurt you the way you did to me. I love you, and I want you to realise what you're doing to me, becasue I'm not willing to give up on us. But I don't deserve to be treated like this. And I cant take being treated like this anymore.
I want to understand where you're coming from. I want your side of the story. I want to know what your reasoning behind this whole thing is. I just want to know why you keep hurting me over and over again.
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[06 Jul 2005|10:45pm] |
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Im writing a book. It will be called "Gabe's Story: The story of how a boy brough back his family's honour through a large carmellos supremo pizza" And after I make millions from the sales, I will found a charity, called, The Gabe Inspired Pizza Fund, and its aims will be to make sure that by the time they are 16, every child in the world has eaten a large pizza. The end.
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[06 Jul 2005|09:05pm] |
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LALALALALALALA! I'm in sucha strange mood right now. I have this huge urge to get up and run around and go crazy and dance and scream but I have no one to do it with and my parents might send me to a shrink if i got up and did that. I don't even know why I'm so crazy. I need to do something crazy. Like, really crazy. Who's up for crazyness tomoro. Ahh! Lot's of crazyness. Tons of it! PILES AND PILES! CrAzInEsS fRoM hErE tO tHe MoOn! (I hate when people type like that, how annoying). Okay, so, now that I've gotten sorta more or less calm, haha, right, anyways. So, my day was pretty boring. Actually, it was really boring. I woke up at 8 and got dressed and did makeup and so on, then i did my nails and I got on a bus to Baseline, what a long bus ride. I had a job interview at 11:30 and arrived at 10:15... omg, i didn't know how long it would take. Urgh, so I sat at algonquin college reading dose and metro and then arrived at my interview at like... 11:15 and the guy wasnt there, and when he came he looks at his watch and goes "oh, your early", likes its a bad thing or something, it was really strange. I've never known anyone who doesnt like people to be early. Anyways, then I answered some questions really badly. You know what the most annoying thing in the world is, when someone asks you something and you have no idea what to say, and as soon as you finish answering it, you come up with the most magnificient answer with big long impressive words. Urgh, thats what happened today. But I don't even want to work there now. It's this tiny little office with one person working in it, and I would be there alone most of the time. I would much rather relax at my cottage for 2 weeks. Anyways, then I got on a bus to lisgar to pick up my report card and i got there at 12:15, well of course, its only opened at 1... so i waited 45 minutes, on the bright side, my report card was good, 86-english 89-drama 90-music 90-history, and i finished the year with an 87 average so yeah. It was good. Then I got home and did some more nothing. Came 132 in a poker tournament out of 1812, which is pretty good. I came 67 two days ago and made 30 cents. Haha. Then I made some crepes which were pretty okay for me making them. And then watched law and order svu. And now im playing poker and talking on msn and downloading music. Ive made 18000$ in this poker game. Oh, how I wish it was real money. I need some money. I'm going to make a charity. It will be called "Donate to Laura because she is Super Cool and needs money very badly so donate to her because you love her!" What a great charity, I would for sure donate to it. Doo do doo Doo do Dooooooo! I was just listening to that song, I can't remember the name, and cant be bothered to open Itunes, but you all know which one I'm talking about... the doo do doooo one. Yeah, that one, I knew you would understand. Wow, if you're still reading this, you need something to do with your life. No no! I'm kidding, if you're still reading, you are actually the coooooolest person ever. Because I actually haven't said anything of great importance for the past billion lines....
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See what I mean! So maybee it wasn't a billion, but close enough. Okay, I'm having a party. I don't know when, and I don't know where. My house presumabely, but no one likes orleans, so not my house presumably. Haha, I love that word. Presumably presumably presumably. You know what, I dont even think I spelled that right. Oh well. If you know the correct spelling, let me know, it would be greatly appreciated.
Okay, well, I think thats enough crazy banter for one night. I hope I haven't bored you all to tears and I hope atleast one of you smiled when you read this. Because if you did, then I did something useful tonight.
Too many x's and o's to type!
Laura
Ps. Omg what a cool star. If I could be half as cool as he is, my life would be fulfilled.
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[04 Jul 2005|05:37pm] |
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I HATE MY FAMILY.
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